crazy turn of events

remember my power of positive thinking?? well, forget it. for right now at least. because sometimes life just sucks. and a lot of times it’s not fair. we are forced to deal with things that hurt. and things that are definitely not easy. and sometimes there just isn’t a positive side no matter which way you look at it. and that sucks. sure there is faith to cling to. that’s sometimes the only option. sounds bad, right? that it’s "sometimes" the only option. should be the first option, at all times, no matter what. but here’s the way i work. when things get bad is when my faith is the strongest. i could be wrong, but i think that’s a pretty fair statement for most people. so. right now, i’m just waiting for my faith to get strong again. because i know i need it.